it’s a lot easier

                                    to deal with l o n e l i n e s s

                                                            when you pretend

                                                                                    it’s by c h o i c e

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beleggs:

Tumblr text posts + the Silmarillion

just kick me out of the fandom already

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#i;m crying #oH MY GOD

hauntxng:

            Even
              my
victories 
             are
tragedies

posted 6 hours ago with 312 notes
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#musings
I’ve been screaming for years
and no one has ever heard me.
— Tahereh Mafi, Shatter Me (via thefinalhazard)

(Source: wordsnquotes.com)

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#musings
Anonymous inquired:

I too enjoy your blog and smile whenever i see you on my dash :) keep being amazing

*cries forever because I don’t deserve it but I love you all and you are too sweet okay*

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iluvatarschild inquired:

"You're kind of cute when you get mad, did you know that?" ;D

childofiluvitar:

feanors-daughter:

Laurelin bit back a scathing reply as she glared at the elleth in front of her. “Now is hardly the time for that!” She snapped instead, almost groaning in frustration. “You do realize that you were almost killed by those orcs and had I not seen you when I did, you would most likely be dead by now.” Even so, her face had turned as red as her hair at the stranger’s remark, though she had tried desperately to hide it.

childofiluvitar

"Well, I suppose it was the grace of the Valar that sent you to me. I am not ungrateful!" The silver haired woman smiled before her, violet eyes almost twinkling.
"But to see a woman turn almost the shade of her hair, I dare say is one of the most adorable things I have ever seen!" The woman gave a bow, though she was very aware of who had rescued her, and in gratitude, she offered up her arms.
"I am Aldamir Thranduilion of the Dark Wood, and I am very gracious for your rescue." There was something that Aldamir was, kind, and honest, for her to pick fun at her rescuer made her feel even more of an ass. She blamed her father for not letting her get out more.

Adorable? She had been called many things in her life, but never that. She blinked as she attempted to regain what sense of dignity she had once possessed. The elf had seen her hair and suddenly she seemed to realize that her hood had fallen away in the midst of the battle. For a moment she considered hiding her face again in shadows and retreating into the woods, but though better of it. The elleth - Aldamir - had already seen her and most likely knew now who she was. The attempt would prove futile.

She sighed. Laurelin would clearly have to supply her name as well, and there was no point in hiding anymore. “My name is Laurelin.” She murmured, nodding in acknowledgement of Aldamir’s thanks. Keeping her eyes on the other, she sheathed her sword and settled for simply keeping her hand on the hilt. It could be drawn again in an instant if the need arose. “I was unaware that King Thranduil had a daughter.”

posted 1 day ago with 4 notes
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#childofiluvitar

saeleth:

in tirion we don’t say “i love you” we say “Get thee gone, and take thy due place!” while pointing a sword at their throat and i think thats really beautiful

(Source: arfins)

posted 1 day ago with 125 notes
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#truth
I believe pain breeds wolves
and joys give rise to moons.

We grow forests in our bones
so our memories can’t find us.

I believe we hide and haunt ourselves.
— Pavana पवन (via maza-dohta)
posted 1 day ago with 8,595 notes
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#musings
starofradiance inquired:

"I'm not going to cry in front of you."

She paused. Her hands gripped the stone railing of the balcony, so tightly her knuckles had turned white. She didn’t look at him or even acknowledge that he had spoken for what felt to her like ages. Finally, with a small sigh and rapidly pounding heart, Laurelin turned away from the balcony and instead looked to him.

"Gil-galad," she breathed, folding her arms over her chest in a way that somehow made her appear young and frightened rather than steady and calm as she had intended. "I never asked you to. All I meant was that you should not feel the need to restrain your emotions in front of me. I wanted you to be aware that I am here for you. The last thing I want is for you to feel the need to hide your worries and sorrows in front of me."

starofradiance

posted 1 day ago with 1 note
#starofradiance

aseaofquotes:

Lord Byron, “To the Countess of Blessington”

posted 1 day ago with 6,609 notes
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#musings
iluvatarschild inquired:

"You're kind of cute when you get mad, did you know that?" ;D

Laurelin bit back a scathing reply as she glared at the elleth in front of her. “Now is hardly the time for that!” She snapped instead, almost groaning in frustration. “You do realize that you were almost killed by those orcs and had I not seen you when I did, you would most likely be dead by now.” Even so, her face had turned as red as her hair at the stranger’s remark, though she had tried desperately to hide it.

childofiluvitar

posted 1 day ago with 4 notes
#hello! #:) #childofiluvitar
  • "Are you asleep?"
  • "Don't push it."
  • "Get up and help me."
  • "Hey, remember me? Your best friend?"
  • "I don't want to lose you."
  • "I have tried, multiple times, to be with you; you can't get angry now that I'm with somebody else."
  • "I worry about you."
  • "I wish I didn't love you."
  • "I'm better off dead."
  • "I'm in love with my best friend, and I don't know what to do."
  • "I'm not going to cry in front of you."
  • "Maybe, I should have just died during the car accident."
  • "My heart hurts."
  • "Tell me the truth."
  • "You're better off dead."
  • "You're kinda cute when you're angry, do y'know that?"
  • "You're my best friend in the entire world."
  • "You're my person."
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#meme
Anonymous inquired:

Hiii there! I just thought you should know I love seeing you on my dash. Your writing is a pleasure to read and the portrayal of your OC is unmatched. She is unique and splendid and so are you!! Sometimes when I'm reading your posts I feel like I know her personally!

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